Jackie gets caught and punished.

As I stand over him. I can’t believe Sir let me do this. I look down at him. His hands tied in rope cuffs in front of him. Ankles cuffed together too. A soft blindfold so he can only hear how much I’m enjoying his mout on my clitty. I can feel my need to release grow. So I turn up the vibrating plug. That Sir let me put in him. With the remote in my hand. “Oh that’s it Sir. Keep doing it just like that. Oh fuck Ma’am’s right you’re great at this.”. I can feel myself at my favorate part. The moment right before my cummies shoot out. Just then I can hear her key in the door. That puts me over the edge. With my hand on Sir’s head. I make sure my first stream is in his mouth. I pull out and my second and third go all over his face. When I open my eyes. I can see her. The look on Ma’am’s face is a mixture of anger and desire. “Why you little bitch! Jackie corner now!”. Ma’am’s voice is stern and crisp. I do as I’m told and start thinking about what I’ve done. How I’ve been a bad girl. I know we should’ve asked her for permission before we played. Sir even tried to get to his phone so he could, but I just teased him more intensly. Until he got carried away in the moment. “You’re in trouble too mister.”. She must have undone Sir’s ankles. Because I can hear him stand. As Ma’am tells him to go to the toybox. As I stand alone facing the corner. I feel bad for getting Sir in trouble. After a few moments I hear a loud smack, and Sir’s voice whimperimg. I know he’s getting a spanking. This goes on for what feels like an eternity. Sir pleads with Ma’am. Telling her he’s sorry, that he tried to be good, that I took advantage of him. Though it was all true. It didn’t help his plight at all. Ma’am  responds “Be quiet and take your spanking. I know, that’s why I’m only spanking you. You know better than to behave like this.”. I can hear her hand smack his ass at the end of each sentence. Finally the slapping sound stop’s. “Now go wash your face off. I’ve got to get a few things from the toybox. Jackie…get your slutty little ass in here!”

I don’t say anything. Just do as I’m told and go to the bedroom. “Do you have any idea how much trouble you’re in little girl?” Ma’am says as I enter the room. She points to the bed. “Put those on.”.  I put the leather cuffs on my wrists and ankles. Sir comes out of the bathroom. He walks over to Ma’am, and she hugs him warmly. “Good boy, I’m glad you sent me that email. Letting me know what our little girl was up to.”. Ma’am eyes meet mine, and I feel dread in my stomach. Sir was on his computer when I started teasing him, but I thought he was working. “Bend over the bed Jackie. Your punishment is about to begin.” Again I do as I’m told. Ma’am stands on one side of me,and Sir on the other. I hear the loud smack as Ma’ams hand strikes my left butt cheek. “Baby help me spank our little slut. I think you deserve to punish her too.”. Then I hear another loud smack, and feel a stinging on my right cheek too. They take turns spanking me hard. In no time tears are welling up in my eyes. I can hear myself saying things like “I’m sorry, I couldn’t help myself, and I promise I’ll never do it again.”. Still my spanking continues. “You’re not talking your way out of this, and I know you’ll never do it again. We’re going to make sure of that.”. By the time they finally stop. Tears are streaming down my face, and my blubbering no longer resembles words. “Baby go bring me the inflatable plug.” Sir steps away from me. Ma’am softly rubs my bum. Causing it to sting and burn. She coo’es a little seing my discomfort. “Sir’s spanking was for letting you cum. You’re punishment has only started. By the time I’m done with you. You won’t want to touch your clitty for a week. Not even to go potty.”. Sir comes back over to us. “Baby be a good boy and lube up her sissy hole.”. The cool feeling of the lube is a welcomed change from my spanking. I can feel my hole relax and welcome Sir’s finger. Soon he’s working the plug inside me. Ma’am’s breathing get’s heavy and I can tell she’s enjoying the show. Sir slowly fucks me with the plug. Just for a bit. Then pushes it all the way in. “Now pull your panties up little girl.”. Ma’am has me move over and sit in a chair right next to the bed. She and Sir attach the cuffs to it. Except for my left wrist. Ma’am has a wicked grin on her face. As she squeezes the bulb to the plug. Making it grow inside me. She does this a few more times. Filling me untill I feel like I’m about to rip open from the plug.

“You naughty little girl.” Mommy’s voice sounds sweet, and her eyes tell me. This will not be over quickly, and though I will enjoy some of this. It’s going to be a tourtured enjoyment.

I hear Daddy say. “She’s just going to beg Ma’am.”. Mommy nods quicly in agreement. “
“Baby you’re right. Go get the dildo gag, from my toybox while I get ready.”. Daddy winks at me and smiles as he walks to the toybox. Mommy undresses “It’s ok babygirl. I know you want to touch yourself, and you can. In fact I want you to make cummies as many times as you can.”. I try to beg as I brush my panty covered clittly with my left hand. “Mommy I can’t makkkk”.

Daddy places the four inch gag end of the dildo gag into my mouth. “That’s enough from our naughty girl.”. Mommy lays on the bed and tells Daddy to kiss and lick her. As Mommy’s breaths shorten and get more intense. My clitty try’s to break free of the satin panties over it. I love hearing Mommy aroused and giving instructions. Daddy doesn’t need much instruction. Still I love hearing it. Finally Mommy squirts all over Daddy, and the bed. For the first time. I make cummies with my left hand. Unaware of the moaning sounds I’m making around the cock shaped gag in my mouth.

Today’s Panties 9-15-11

Today I’m wearing my black and pink shear panties. From Victoria’s Secret. The Sexy Little Things line. I like these because they have a garterbelt built into them. If I just want them to be panties. I just take off the garter straps. I also like that they are the same colors as my new SissyMaids dress.

Lately I’ve been thinking about why, and how I pick out which panties I wear. It’s usually based on my mood, and if I have to work or not.

I know sometimes I just want to be comforted. Or huged. I can’t seem to figure out why wearing cirtan panties? Give’s me a feeling of warmth and safety

Jackie’s Size’s

This post is for Ma’am. I find this one to be a bit humbling. It’s only because I’m out of shape now.  My size and shape will change.  Just as all things do.  I hope I can make that change for the better. 

Jackie’s Sizes

Height 6’1″

Men’s suit 44 Reg.

Dress Shirt 16.5 x 35

Standard shirt or tee xl

Pant 36 or 38 depending on the fit.

Mens shoe 12 or 45 euro.

Dress is about an 18 women’s.

Stockings xl or queen 1

Panties mostly lg ( funny because in boy underwear I usually take an xl.).

Neck Cir. at the base where it meats the Shoulder 16.25″  ( Note. I have a sensitive neck and try to leave at least a half an inch space. So I don’t gagg, spit, or vomit.)

Adams apple to Crotch 29″

Adams apple to Bellybutton 19″

Bust 46″

Chest 40″

Waist 39″ (Here waist is a few inches above the bellybutton.)

Hips 46″

Upper arm Cir. 19.5″

Armpit to Wrist 21″

Shoulder to shoulder 20.5″

Neck to Shoulder 7″

Inside of Leg 29″

Upper Thigh Cir. 29″

Mid Thigh Cir. 25″

Knee Cir. 17.5

Ankle Cir 10″

Elbow Cir. 12″

Wrist Cir. 8″

Hat 23″

Todays’s panties 9/10/11

Today I wore a hipster thong by “Oh la la Paris”. They’re purple mesh, with purple satin, and black lace frills.

Work was exhausting today. Part of my job is insulating my staff from mean customers. I still don’t understand what posseses some people to treat others soo poorly. It seems like some people just want to demean and belittle others. It’s as if it’s the only way they can feel better about themself. Frankly I wish they would just stay home locked away from the rest of the world. If that’s all they have to contribute to it. I’ve never really understood why someone would want to vent negativity on to someone else. Especially someone who’s only trying to do their job or help.

Today”s Panties. 9/7/2011

I”ve been having trouble keeping up on the things Ma’Am and Sir wanted me to do.  So they thought I should try a new kind of posting.  This will be a series of posts. Basically I’ll describe my panties for the day, put up pic’s, and write about whatever’s on my mind.

Today’s panties are a leopard print panty by Xoxo.  They have a purple trim around the waist and leg openings and three little blue bows on the back.

Today things were going pretty well.  Untill a simple thoughtless act on my part ruined them.  I asked for an assignment from another Domme. I was only thinking about getting a mp3 from her and giving her feedback on it.  Still it was a completely thoughtless act. I didn’t think about how it would look to Ma’am and Sir. especially since I’ve had trouble being able to complete the  tasks they have been kind enough to give me.  I didn’t even bother to ask if I coud do this.  Now that I have thought about it some. I feel terrible, I can”t believe how insensitive I was, or how I didn”t think about Ma’am or Sir’s feelings. I’ve never been in a real D/s relationship before, and I’m questioning my ability to hold up my end of it now.  I just want to make them happy.  This only happened because I didn’t think about them.  I may be new but I still know better.  I feel tiny,small,inadequate,and thoughtless.  In short I feel like a failure who has brought more negative feelings to Ma’am and Sir.  Than positive.

 

 

A day in the life

As I slowly wake from a peaceful slumber. I can feel my pink satin sheets, with every shift my body makes. I reach down and lightly caress my hard clitty. Over my panties. I just love the feeling of being touched that way. I make myself get out of bed before I get too carried away, and accidentally make cummies without permission. I quietly go to my closet and pick out a cute little babydoll. While I put it on I hope Mommy and Daddy will like how it looks on me.

The house is still and quiet. I still wake up before Mommy and Daddy do. So I do my best to be quiet so I wont disturb them. I let the dogs out to go potty. While they’re out I put fresh food and water out for them. I let the dogs back in when they’re done. Then I quietly pick up and straighten the house. Once I’m done with that. I start on breakfast. I make some tea,and coffee. While making french toast, eggs, hashbrowns, bacon and sausage. I hear Mommy and Daddy. I look out of the corner of my eye to see them hugging and having a good morning kiss. Which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. I focus my attention on cooking, and sway my butt from side to side as if I’m listening to music in my head. “Good morning Princess.” I turn around and hug Daddy good morning.  “Good morning Baby girl.” Mommy’s got such a warm smile. I hug Mommy good morning. She gives me a kiss and squeezes my butt through my panties.  We all sit down together and have breakfast.  We all joke around Mommy and Daddy tell silly jokes, and we all start making eachother crack up. 

Mommy say’s she’s going to get some writing done, and Daddy goes to play a new game on the 360. I clean up after breakfast.  Then join Daddy so we can play together while Mommy’s writing.  The game is scary, and I’m glad Daddy’s with me.

After a couple of hours we all gather to play D&D.  Today the party finally gets to my favorate concept Dungon.  I’m actually quite proud of it and the concepts used to create it.  I wonder how long it’ll take before they figure the key to it out?  We game for a while then reach a point where we can stop and come back later. 

We all cycle through showering. As I’m walking from the bathroom to my room. Daddy says “Ok princess, pick out something cute to wear for Mommy and me.”

We go into town to run some errands.  Mommy and Daddy take me to the gaming store.  Their are soo many things I want to buy there.  While we’re out They take me shopping and we pick out a couple of pairs of new panties, some striped knee high sox, a plad pleated skirt, and a cute punk band tee.  Mommy tells me to go get changed into my new outfit. So I go back into a fitting room and put on my new things.  Now I see why they told me to bring my claf high pink and black DocMartin’s.  When I get back to them. Mommy say’s we have one more stop to make, before we go to dinner.  Makeup Yay.  I have soo much fun listening to Mommy and Daddy talk about what kind of eyes and lips they want me to wear toninght.  They decide on a glittery purple/lavender for my eyeshadow.  A deep burgundy lipstick with Cherry flavored lip gloss.

They take me out to a nice local resturant for dinner. Ducky wanted to come but Mommy said he had to stay in the car.  While we’re waiting to order I keep feeling someting bursh up and down my leg.  Mommy and Daddy both take turns whispering the dirty things they want to see me do in my ears, and stealing unseen groaps.  I can feel my clitty trying to escape my panties.  By the time the waiter comes to take out order I can’t quite think streight.  I stumble over my words when ordering, and I’m happy when he leaves.  I feel so naughty, letting Mommy and Daddy turn me on and tease me in a public place.   Dinner is wonderful, Mommy and Daddy ease off of teasing me a little so we can talk and joke while we eat. 

We stop off and pick up a couple of movies to watch when we get home.  We don’t even manage to finish watching the first movie.  Insted we end up making our own movie, untill we’re all cuddled together, sweaty,spent and at peace. :-*

Jackie is grateful for…

I recently disappointed Ma’am,and Sir. It made the things I’m grateful for stand out to me in a stronger way. So I want to keep a posting for the things in life that I’m thankful for. Many of these things are things that Ma’am and Sir have helped me to see more clearly.

I’m grateful

For panties. I love them. How great they feel, and for how I feel wearing them. I don’t think I could ever have enough panties.

For intelligent and compassionate people. Ma’am and Sir continually amaze me in both ways. I’m drawn to them both in a strong way because of this. Meeting people like this helps me to keep my faith in humanity.

For the tingly feeling my skin get’s after I shave.

For when someone feels like home.

For pet’s, how can one possibly have a bad day? When they come home to unconditional love.

For scented body lotion. Especially when I randomly catch a whiff of it throughout my day.

For stimulating conversation, and people who can also be goofy or silly.